Beyond My Pitiful Yard
Last summer, I had to move from my lovely home to a small rental
house. Which sucked.
But moving still sucked.
I have been blessed (thanks to my ex-husband’s hard work,
which I give him full credit for) to live in some very nice homes in very nice
environments. Our house in New Jersey was in a neighborhood called Sturbridge
Woods – literally, in the woods. It was so lovely. Our house in Sioux City was
on the very south edge of town and the window in the great room looked out
on a grassy valley – I mean, the view was GORGEOUS, people. And the
house I just moved out of here in San Antonio had a walled-in courtyard in
front with a fountain, shaded with beautiful live oak trees. It was amazing.
I didn’t realize how much I enjoyed those beautiful places until I moved where I am now. Here, I have . . . a yard. It has grass . . . well,
some of it is grass. The lawn is mostly weeds. There’s one tree in the back
that is literally breaking through the fence. When we first moved in over the
summer, it was difficult to go through the front or back yards without picking
up sticker burrs on your shoes and socks.
No deck or porch of any kind. My lawn furniture is sitting
on the ground amongst the weeds and doesn’t get used much. Nothing even
resembling “landscaping”. It’s a pretty
blah yard.
However . . .
If you walk around the north side of the
house to the back, a short jaunt gets you to the
Huesta Creek Greenway, a paved bike path that connects with greenways all over
the city. And running off of the bike path are several dirt paths also
frequented by bikes and runners and dog walkers . . . and now by me.
It has also occurred to me that this new source of nature in
my life has some distinct advantages over those from my past. For one thing, I don't have to maintain it or pay for it. (Hallelujah!) But more than that, I
have to actually walk to get there, and there’s no place to sit. Rather than planting my increasingly ample backside in a deck chair with my computer in my lap, I am forced to stop working and move my body to experience the joy of nature now -- two things I have been desperately needing to do more of anyway.
This rental house was not my first choice. I copped a big attitude with God when my first choice fell through. But once again, He patiently shows me that His ideas are always better than mine.
I know how you feel. That happened to us, but we were able to rent somewhere that turned out to be better for us. God protected us that way.
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