Saints and Little Things
November 1 is All Saints Day. Soooo, raise your hand if you were aware of this.
Okay, thank you – now keep your hand up if this fact will be
affecting your day in any noticeable way.
Mm-hmm.
Growing up Baptist, All Saints Day meant nothing to me. It was just an ancient historical something that gave us a reason for costumes and candy on October 31st. But I have since learned that it’s a day when we (that is, we Christians) are supposed to remember and honor the saints that “went before us”. And that's a lovely idea.
So I felt an urge in church, when All Saints Day
was mentioned, to schedule a pause in my day to remember believers who went
before me . . . in particular, people at University Baptist Church in Wichita, the
church I grew up in.
Like Jere Settle. For a short time, Jere and his wife Linda
led the Wednesday evening youth fellowship, and we loved them to death. But my
most prominent memory of Jere was his speaking up at a business meeting to ask
about the line item in the budget for lawn care, which he thought was way too
high. “I mean, green grass is nice, but it don’t save souls!” he proclaimed
with passion. In Jere, I witnessed boldness and attention to God’s priorities.
Like Lionel Alford. He was president of Boeing in Wichita –
a very powerful man. But he chose to help with the Bed Babies during Sunday
School every week. I mean, the man had his own personal spit-up apron hanging
in the room, ruffles and all. I specifically remember his talking about retirement .
. . and how he didn’t see the appeal. He said people assumed he was looking
forward to retiring and doing the things he loved, but he responded, “What if
the thing I most love doing is my job?” I learned from Mr. Alford that God
has work for me, and he means for that work to bring me joy.
The term “saint” is always an uncomfortable one because we
know how imperfect we all are (see my recent post on that here). I’m quite sure
that others who knew these people better than I did could tell some ugly
stories about them as well. But that doesn’t matter. They belonged to God. God
used them. They were the saints who went before me.
And I wonder now whether – on some cool, crisp first day of
November in the future – my name will ever come to someone’s mind as a saint
who God sent before them. And if so, what will be their most prominent
memory of me? This humbles me, because I have a sneaking suspicion that, if I
am remembered at all, it will not be for the big tasks I have spent all my time
and energy on. More likely, it would be for a small comment I made on the way
out the door . . . for a regular duty I attended to that seemed insignificant
at the time . . . for something I may not even be conscious of having done at
all.
Which is a reminder to me that the big things are actually
the little things. Do the little things, Gwen. They matter.
You are already in that crowd for me, Gwen, unless my leave-taking beats yours! (Actually, you are one of the earthly saints I remember now for how they have already touched my life and inspired me to try to do the same.)
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